I'm new to this sight and I think I am totally crazy! My husband and I just adopted a 11 month old baby boy from Taiwan. It was a 2 yr process getting matched with a child and going to court when he was 6 months old last Decemember, then leaving him, then finally going back to pick him up last week.
Now, during this whole process we were matched with a baby but the mother came back (last February 13'), then we were immediately matched with, Sean, our son that very day, he was 2 days old. Long story short I feel like after all this stress we shouldn't have brought Sean home. I feel like he is not my son, because I called the orphanage 3 wks before we got our final decree to pick him up, and they told me we weren't going to be able to get him until the age of 2. So, I was telling myself if it's going to take this long, then lets start from scratch to get an infant baby. Then BOOM! The next week we got our 1st decree then our 2nd, then off to pick him up. I feel it was way to fast. Is this PADS? Or am I crazy? No I haven't been eating, nor sleeping well. Please tell me I am not the only one going through this. I just got put on Effexor and I am seeing a Therapist. I want to love him, but after all the stress and anxiety the orphanage (Taiwan Government) put us through, I feel that I could send him back to Taiwan. Is this Post Adoption Depression?